Life is a Game

                                                  "You have to learn the rules of the game
                                                      and then you have to play better than
                                                                                       anyone else"
                                                                                                   -Albert Ainstein
                    It's not a surprise for anyone that life is a game, sometimes you win, sometimes you learn.I don't like saying lose because for me losing is not an option, if you don't win you learn something new, learning doesn't mean losing. And by the way you can not always win and for sure you can't lose your "life game".
                   Everything in life happens on purpose, some people believe it's luck or faith and well, these two things are good miracles to believe in, but I prefer to think that these people who blame luck in bad things that happen to them, are just too fool to realize their real luck and aren't smart enough to learn from their own life mistakes.
                    In this life game mostly naive and kind people get all the wrong and bad things. I agree that kindness is very important, but not when your kindness toward someone or something means self-harm. If you're doing something good you must never expect it to be returned to you, or to get paid for your act of kindness. If you expect the world to be fair with you because you are fair, you're fooling yourself. That's like expecting the lion not to eat you because you didn't eat him.
                   Honestly what I've learned is that better you act, you get worse treatment, I know that this is not true due to everyone and for sure this mustn't be an excuse for treating people badly, but it's truth and not to be hurt in future you must know it. That's one of rules of this game we call "life" nowadays. In fact rules are different for different people, you choose to be a player or a toy.
                  What about me?- well, I'm honestly felling very comfortable in my role as the coach. Thought I know that game has already started, and i wont be able to stay on my position for long, But i follow the basis rule for me that says "Change the game, don't let the game change you" I understand it simply: life can get hard and you may feel very bad, but despite all those struggles be who you are and never give up, because once you change you'll never be the same and that means losing, losing not only the game but also yourself which is much more scary. Just keep in mind that God tests everyone equally to their abilities, you cant be a winner without even starting a race, and for sure you can't be the best player if you don't compete with others.
                Life is a game.You can play it safe and be good, or you can take a chance and be the Great. just remember choice is up to YOU.

Too many High Hopes too many disappointments! (The Great Gatsby)

              "No telephone massage arrived but the butler went without his sleep and waited for it until four o'clock- until long after there was anyone to give it to if it came. I have an idea that Gatsby himself didn't believe it would come and perhaps he no longer cared. If that was true he must have felt that he had lost the old warm world, paid a high price for living too long with a single dream. He must have looked up at an unfamiliar sky through frightening leaves and shivered as he found what a grotesque thing a rose is and how raw the sunlight was upon the scarcely created grass. A new world, material without being real, where poor ghosts, breathing dreams like air, drifted fortuitously about..." 

                                                    F.S. Fitzgerald
                                                                          The Great Gatsby
          People all around the world are different, all of us are, or pretend to be individuals. YET we all have something in common, such as hope, faith, wishes...I'll reveal a secret and say that everyone of us dream, maybe part of people doesn't realize that thing they always think of is their dream in fact...Part of us just doesn't want to admit they have dreams, but even realists dream sometimes.I think we all need to believe and have some dream because high hope is just the same, difference is how we call it and how easily we can give up.I think it is easier to give up your dream than your hope I don't know why I think so, maybe I'm wrong but somehow dreams are becoming unuseful in these days, it's not fashionable anymore to say you have a dream because  everyone mixes their dreams with their aims...Your dream can be your aim, but harder to reach then usual aim is, and your aim on the other hand can never be your dream, your dream, can be to reach your aim, but not aim itself.
      But even people who aren't dreamers and have no big plans for life, still have hope, hope is a thing that can keep you alive, can keep you from getting mad or else...It's scary to imagine life without hope, because there is no life without hope, we always have this feeling...When we're told that something is going to go wrong for 99% it is fact, but we all have this 1% that keeps us telling it still can go right for us.That 1% is hope that keeps us up and doesn't give us enough reason to give up.
      Life becomes kind of aimless without hope, people who don't have hope are Pesimists in a way or people who lost hope and now are  ruining their lives.
      Losing something is always hard, sometimes the smallest things have the biggest meaning, and losing of hope..I think losing hope itself is nearly  impossible, it's the thing that we hoped for that we can lose, but hope stays with us, we may think that we've lost it but then catch ourselves hoping for something. I think it's not high hopes that bring us many disappointments , but it's the hope for something that is not likely to happen , that hurts us in the end. If we hoped for simple things that are going to happen anyway, we'll have no disappointments at all, but that's not how hope works, When you have high hopes it means you are expecting something big and important and you should simply remember life lesson: Hope for the best, BUT expect the worst. because failure of our expectations brings much more disappointments and hurt than losing hope.

STOP living animals keychain/lucky charm in China! Chinese government kills small animals!

Guys I just found out about this and I'm really shocked! people in china sell these "lucky charms" or "jewelry" or whatever they call it, and they kill small animals by that! animals can't live in such circumstances longer than two months!I think we should put authors of this, people who sell this "jewelry" and also people who buy it in same "boxes" or whatever it is! lets see how they'll like it and how long can they live in such circumstances?! huh?! so guys let's help to stop this crazy "business" and save lives of small animals! http://www.avaaz.org/en/petition/Petition_contre_les_amulettes_danimaux_vivants_en_Chine/?fbdm <---- just go here and sign petition so Chinese government will stop this! please share this to your friends, I think we shouldn't leave it like that!

"The Picture of Dorian Gray"

         At first i have to say that people who don't know this book have nothing to do with this post, and people who read the book, well just try to understand me....
        I'm trying to analize what was the matter of  Dorian's tragic death, and things which I think about aren't pleasing me...At first I think that we can't blame Harry in what had happened to poor Dorian, because it was Dorian's fault. At first because he didn't listen , or trust, Basil who was his true friend (I wish I could find such a Friend) and he was influenced by Harry, who represents evil. But the story is of such kind that you may even blame fortune or luck if it exists of course...But just think how unbelievable and real the story is, artist who finds his object of admiration, worships him and finds this person pure and perfect, tragic is that he has friend, Lord Henry, who changes life of young led just by saying few words. But Dorian was so pure and untouched by the world that he had wild passion for knowing the world and devil itself. I think it's more of persons choice, if person chose to meet  devil or if they chose to meet god. I think that if you want to know something it's better to know it from books than to make your life dreadful, dishonest, fake and torture yourself with wrong steps and wrong actions. At the same time Lord Henry looks attractive for me, many people who read this book hate his character and admit him as cruel, wicked man who is pure devil. To be honest I just think that he is very smart and emotionless maybe even strong person who may have emotions but he professionally  masks them. i think that somewhere in his own boyhood he made mistake that was much worse than Dorian's and he became like that because he loved life too much to end it, so he just learned it from every side and made decisions. But I'm not quite sure of his reaction about Dorian's death he could cry or maybe just be disappointed, but maybe he'll be happy because he knew the result of his experiment. But he would always stay extravagant in his decisions. I even may suggest that he was more important character in whole story than Dorian himself, but name of book doesn't give me such opportunity nor does the end. (if there was Harry's reaction on Dorian's death then it may sound more realistic) Poor Dorian was spoiled but more by the power he was given than by Lord Henry!

Programme that eats phone battery on HTC

Guys today my phone "died" while I was in school and I can't understand what it is, so what actually happend is that my whone was on 100% when I went to sleep, in the morning it was on 57% idk why but I decided that I forgot to charge it or something so I let it charge while I was preparing for school, and it was 63% when I got to school (I listened to music on my way) and after about 2-3lessons it was on 29% I got scared a little because it batterie life is usually long, and when I got to battery settings and saw history there was this awful program that I have no idea of, but it was taking 90% of battery life O_o and it went to 8%in few minutes, I decided to restart or maybe turn of my phone but it didn't help it only became worse so I turned it off and than it was on 12% when I turned it on again and this thing was taking only 86% not 90% like it did before, so now I'm home and my phone is connected to charger this programme kind of stoped it something, but I'm really scared like what if it'll turn on again? Guys just if you know how to help me or what should I do just comment please =))

Choosing New Phone: HTC One X+ ,HTC One, Xperia Z, Xperia Sp, Samsung Galaxy, Iphone...

this is my first panel to left I use it more than any other!

this is how my 2nd panel to right side look

My morning, (it's actually midday but I wake up at that time usually)

Hey guys at first I want to say how sorry I am for not writing here all summer (I already said it in previous post, so this is for ones who didn't read it)  many things happened and sometimes I was busy sometimes lazy and finally I decided to write about mobile phones! Thing is that after long time of thinking I bought HTC ONE X+!!! while choosing phones I watched a lot of reviews and compared prices and all that stuff...To be honest I'm more than satisfied with what I bought, but mobile phone is very personal thing, of course most people know only about IPHONE and think that there is not any better phone, but I'll surprise all these people and say that there are a LOT of phones which are much better. I can't tell you that some phone out there is perfect because it all depends on your taste and your needs. At first for all people who don't know, there are different "platforms" for phones, for example mine is HTC sense, it's Android Platform, to make is easier let's say : There are Windows phone platform, Android platform and famous IOS, yup IOS is platform that Apple uses for their smartphones. Now how do we know which one is which? It's very easy guys Android phones have this "few desktops menu" -as i call it , that means that when you unlock phone you have few desktops or "panels" where you can put widgets and reconstruct it as you want (well, not always, but with HTC ONE X+ you can change anything) so from your desktop you can go to menu and all usual stuff. Windows platform means that you have mini computer which also calls! nowadays phones with this platform, such as NOKIA LUMIA, work like : you unlock it and there you go! No desktop no nothing you're immediately thrown to "menu" but with old phones with windows platform it was different, for XPERIA  X1 for example you had desktop and there you had "start" button  and all stuff just like on your computer, but XPERIA X1 was big, thick and used windows 6.1 as I remember... Well IOS is IOS I think everyone knows how it works, and again after unlocking you're immediately thrown to menu,  personally  I don't like it. People who use IOS usually complain that Android platforms are hard to understand and for them it's Chinese....(Sorry to my readers from China) So yeah, guys to be honest Android platform is VERY easy to use, I like that HTC gave me freedom to change absolutely everything!  I like that you can add oanels and arrange them as you want, you can even make folders right on "desktop" if you like it, and when I go to menu there I have 3 categories of menu it's : ALL ; Frequent and Downloads.for me it's just wonderful! My basis menu contains more than 12 pages! most of it are books :D so if I'll need something I'll ahve to scroll through there 12 pages, and it doesn't sound attractive for me especially when I need to check something quickly...but here I have solution "Frequent" it's one page of things that I use most of all, Apps which I download are in another group so it's easier to find them too! I believe that My phone has many pluses for me, these are : 1. "personalize" so I can make it more comfortable to use 2.Great 8mp camera (Iphone 5 has just the same camera and front one is 1.6 I can also take pictures out of vdeo while watching it, which I like just abnormally 3. 64.00GB of phone storage and with my 12 page menu, more than 300 songs  and 500 pics I use only 13.81GB and still have 50.19GB available! I also have this Dropbox, but I don't think that anyone is going to need it...Pff... with 64GB, KIDDING?! another plus of my phone I believe is it's thickness or not existence of it, 'cause it's only 8.9mm but because of it's big size it feels much slimmer...It's pretty big in size but I have big hands kind of...For me it's just PER-FECT  size :D another thing that i like about HTC phones is that their phones have really good quality, they make phones of iron ,aluminum, polycarbonate (my phone is made of it and it's pretty good, but gets dirty very easily) and they nearly don't use Plastic material which I think is awful ( It's hard to explain but I just really don't like phones with plastic details or something...) but don't think my phone is so perfect, it has minuses but I just don't count them as minuses, some people believe that camera is very easy to scratch because it makes this bump on back side...But, umm....Really guys?! I have it nearly 3 months and it barely has 1 scratch...well if you throw it on the ground or something, i don't know what can happen...And anyway, have you guys hard about phone cases?! that really helps if you're type who walks over their phone... another people say that it hurts when you hold it, like sides are too sharp...But hey! I cant even imagine how you hold it...sometimes when I have something heavy in my hand like bag or something and I'm trying to hold my phone in same hand I just hold it very tightly and in 10-15 min. it really hurts but guys take it easy please, it's not that sharp or something...others say that power button is on wrong place, that it's hard to turn it on or off to these I can only say : If you have such small hands what were you thinking about when you bought it?!! guys who play a lot say that battery life is very short...But, I'm a girl, i don't play like any games at all (I have few games just in case I get super bored) and sometimes my phone lives for 2 days without recharging, for me it's very good result 'cause my friends who have iphone have to recharge it every evening...So i wanted to talk about each phone itself but I guess it'll be too long so I'll give you advices. First of all you must know what do you want you'r phone for, if you are gamer you'll need good battery life and all that stuff...If you're like me you'll love HTC ONE X+, if you don't want such a big phone you can find something that suits you better you can find something from HTC , it's a good choice. If you're like my mom, who doesn't need her phone for anything except calls and massages then XPERIA Z, HTC ONE, IPHONE 5 is very good choice , but in that case you just choose design of phone you can buy anything you like, i personally agree with my mom that HTC ONE has very stylish &durable design, we like it in silver color, ZPERIA Z is good too , I like it in white color but it has it's minuses if you're interested write to me and I'll put videos of reviews that I think are useful, I like XPERIA SP 's design, that light at bottom of it is pretty cool, I wont say anything about SAMSUNG GALAXY because as I said I dislike phones of plastic material and to be honest what were they thinking of when they made GALAXY S4 with plastic back?! that's best they can do?! and it's just HUGE it's more like an Ipad that also calls...Iike IPHONE 5 design it's pretty good but they could make that phone much better....So guys I think I should end this here, So If you have any questions wrote me anywhere mail, twitter,blog chat...doesn't matter i'll answer you and give you advice if something although I'm not very good at it but I wanted to share what i know....

this one i took when my phone was turning off I just like it very much!

info. about my disappearing & new post!

Hey guys! I'm really sorry for not writing anything for so long time but I was kind of  busy and lazy, our family's friends from Chicago were visiting Tbilisi and to be honest I first met them but I had feeling like I knew them for 100 years, so I liked them very much and we became friends ^^ although it's not the basics reason why I wasn't writing...so... Now I just wanted to say that new post is coming out today, or maybe tomorrow morning... But not later, I promise! It's ready I just have to add few things and publish it... Guys please don't be angry on me and I hope I didn't disappoint you... So if you want to know what next post is going to be about I can just say that it's about mobile phones! Yes you got it right, I bought new phone and thought that maybe I can give few advices to you ^^which phone I got and which one I'll advice you to buy in different cases you'll know from next post! Thanks for reading my blog and reading my posts!